Midnight Jabber
I feel contemplative and feel like writing something.
I have few big questions like how will my future be. Many people say it will be bright but i strongly believe you never know where life takes you and an even stronger believer that you can make things happen. If each day im shaping up my future, there is very little im doing right now but just think about what to do. Yeah there is atleast some effort being put....however it is. But yes i feel too slow. Compared to what i want to do, how much i think i deserve to earn, compared to how fast the world is moving, to never ever be left behind, and then i want to see the world too. So many things, so little time. So i guess you can have one objective. Earn or Roam. Settle or Desettle. Human or Hippie. I like hippie. I like funk. I like rave. I like like like like likelike. I want love. Everlasting love. Rebirth types. That strong. I think im a love person. Is there any career around love? Should i become hitch movie type doctor? Ya you can say partner movie types guru also but thats a copy...so i would prefer the former. No thats not correct. So idea dropped. what else? Radio seems good. Will someday. Not now. Now i want to take risks, do what everyone thinks is not the way to go but i feel its right. Give myself some surprises. Earn some more money hopefully. I want to play by my age. I think people should do mba after 30. investing 2 years of your 20's in further studies is quite a waste. at this point of time, the highest merit and qualification you carry is your age. People listen to you more than they listen to others. you are the TG of the whole worlds products...everyone out there is trying to please you. get some free ego massage yaar, why wasting your life in books. Its not that i dont like books. i love them. i can go oooon reading. theres this wow ad for a book store that has this copy - "you can take a book anywhere and vice versa." pause pause pause pause what else. my mom expects a lot from me.
You know why i want to write, because i have something with words. It can do things to people. I would read my sister and brothers' books up. I never cried to go to school because i like knowledge. I really wish i can write well. I understand its power...for a reason i shall not tell you. And more so because its so from inside. So much of a creation. Words, please take me in.
I have few big questions like how will my future be. Many people say it will be bright but i strongly believe you never know where life takes you and an even stronger believer that you can make things happen. If each day im shaping up my future, there is very little im doing right now but just think about what to do. Yeah there is atleast some effort being put....however it is. But yes i feel too slow. Compared to what i want to do, how much i think i deserve to earn, compared to how fast the world is moving, to never ever be left behind, and then i want to see the world too. So many things, so little time. So i guess you can have one objective. Earn or Roam. Settle or Desettle. Human or Hippie. I like hippie. I like funk. I like rave. I like like like like likelike. I want love. Everlasting love. Rebirth types. That strong. I think im a love person. Is there any career around love? Should i become hitch movie type doctor? Ya you can say partner movie types guru also but thats a copy...so i would prefer the former. No thats not correct. So idea dropped. what else? Radio seems good. Will someday. Not now. Now i want to take risks, do what everyone thinks is not the way to go but i feel its right. Give myself some surprises. Earn some more money hopefully. I want to play by my age. I think people should do mba after 30. investing 2 years of your 20's in further studies is quite a waste. at this point of time, the highest merit and qualification you carry is your age. People listen to you more than they listen to others. you are the TG of the whole worlds products...everyone out there is trying to please you. get some free ego massage yaar, why wasting your life in books. Its not that i dont like books. i love them. i can go oooon reading. theres this wow ad for a book store that has this copy - "you can take a book anywhere and vice versa." pause pause pause pause what else. my mom expects a lot from me.
You know why i want to write, because i have something with words. It can do things to people. I would read my sister and brothers' books up. I never cried to go to school because i like knowledge. I really wish i can write well. I understand its power...for a reason i shall not tell you. And more so because its so from inside. So much of a creation. Words, please take me in.
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