Ummapalm

This year gets the creadit for being one where i've grown up the most.

I understood the difference between personal and proffessional. and that its not that difficult to follow.

I understood that the world at large and your own world function at the same dynamics. bad people are not out there, they might be with you. they dont acknowledge it either.

Trust your instincts.

Listen to your heart.

Be your own judge.

Don't waste time on worthless things.

Work hard and smart.

The removal of crap means more attention to the good stuff.

anyways, iv made up my mind to not let stuff affect my happiness. i know what i am and it just ends at that.

my paternal grandpa is coming to stay with us. im happy. i like old people in the house.

my wishlist for the coming new year is: -

my sister settles in the US.

my TVC releases and is a hit.

4 good campaigns would do.

i feel sure about my career. in any way.

my mom doesnt fall sick at all.

my brother climbs the ladder.

his ailments reduce and he is very happy.

i see new places.

swc keeps on rocking.

2007's arrival gave me very positive feelings. 2008 is giving me mixed ones. more tpwards the negative side rather. i really hope its a great year. it ought to be. it has to be. it should. it must. it better.

new year new year new year!! im quite excited. cz this time i really dont know whats coming. during education , the next year was the next standard. but this time....i really dont know. hey bhagwan! n the point is, so much has changed. pluses and minuses. significant ones. n it all happened during year end. all implementation will happen in the year to come. and so their results will show. good or bad. dekte hai.

charlie chaplin. born: 16.4.1889. comedian
adolf hitler. born: 20.4.1889. dictator

Townsend Speakman of Philadelphia is responsible for the cold drinks the world has. He was the first person to mix fruit flavour with soda water in 1807, creating the first flavored soda pop. I think this man falls second in line for the most important inventions relevant to modern society after Alexander Graham Bell.

last christmas and this christmas had one man in common. but the way things turned out then and now is different.

i have taken shit from some people in the name of friendship. in the name of looking at the bigger picture. its turned out to be worthless. it gave me some good years in return, but it was wrong. so is it right to go on being with the wrong for some good things in return? at the end of the day everyone justifies it to themselves in some way or the other and move on.

its scary how withdrawn im getting. i want to break free and be myself. my sensitive side that wants to feel the smallest of things to the deepest is playing the culprit. the stupid part of me that does not believe in moving on is the thief. robbing me of my happiness each time. its been too long that iv been anti-social. im not too upset about it cz its other side is that i want to concentrate only on my work. some incidents break the pattern though.

technically, this is the happiest time in my life. a lot of good things have happened and are happening. its like im hell bent on not accepting the happiness. im not concentrating on the good things and only putting all my attention to the bad ones. when i should actually forget it and enjoy the moment. i want peace and bliss. i want to be the happy shriek that i am.

thats something you can expect from hemant. u can expect things bt i really didnt know he would actually do it! breaking all norms, rules, limits, that accompany a perennially hungry being. i used to point out and laugh that he is the first one to arrive next to the cake and stay there till the last bit is gulped. but this!? u ate 3 candles sticking out of a piece without realising it!? what are you!? u get blinded or wat...cake...cake...cake...i can see your eyes, brain n stomach rolling in frenzy. but u ate the candles. u did. why?

it happened it happened!!! one of my dreams came true....i mean literally!!!! yeeeeeeeeee i had dreamt last year when i had just joined saw and everyone had laughed at it... i had dreamt that my photo and something about me (a performance) is published in "BANGALORE TIMES". it came true today!!!(amazement)!!!! i had copy checked a four page supplement (newsletter) for Staples. i had no clue where its goin to come. today the published copy had reached office. im going through it and i see its accompanying bangalore times and then i turn back n yell "BANGALORE TIMES"!!!
so there you go! bangalore times has come. well its not of 25 rs. for one day as i had seen...but it has come.. n thats a big thing!! yee maza aya.

we met on the same road
but i guess we were just meant to pass
i felt love, but that too passed by
with fond memories to justify.

we are different people
since yesterday or just today
you will meet your kin
who will partner in your sin.

second chances dont exist
but after a point
what's done is putting an end
finally, to the punishment.

you dont deserve these lines
i write them for me
to go back this time
only to enjoy the rhyme.